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Hello.
I wanted to say, that I'm sorry.
To everyone who I promised art to, adopts, etc, and just never delivered.
I'm sorry for vanishing so often, I'm sorry for leaving you all in the dark and being absent so long.
As someone who struggles with depression, I sometimes just shut myself off from the world for long or short periods of time.
As well as find myself lacking the ability to draw due to hating just everything I create.

To sum up recent events...
I had moved out of my abusive ex's and back in with my family, which we then ended up being evicted from our family home due to bills racking up and being left unpaid, and some unfair and foul play caused by the original home owners.
Me and my family had to find somewhere to live, them splitting off to live in an apartment, and me having to move back in with my ex.
It is not fun, I grin and bear it for the time being because it is at least a roof over my head and gives my family a break from me and my animals, making it less of a burden since they already have so many animals.
Upon my absence, I have found someone who I will call the love of my life with utmost certainty, and he has been helping me break out of my shell and mend my wounds / scars as well as helping me battle my depression. He has been helping me deal with the fact I live with my ex, and keep me sane.
My ex has lost his job, and now depends on me and my boyfriend to cover for all the bills which are insanely pricey due to his piss poor money management and letting them build up late fees and past due amounts.
I have a job, but it is only part time and working with a gamestop, nothing amazing but it's something that makes me happy and is in a field that I enjoy, video games.
Though with that being said, I have good news that follows this, which is that me and my boyfriend shall be moving in together in june/july. Meaning I will finally be free.

I still don't draw much, due to the fact I feel like I have lost my touch and just, don't see myself enjoying the things I make...
I haven't fallen out of the MLP fandom quite yet, though I find myself detached from it.
I'm still debating if I should keep my characters or just get rid of them all....
I do know, that with the year 2018, I am going to be doing my best to make changes, slow, small changes.
Even to this account.
I will try and do a fresh start, either by getting rid of this one, or wiping everything down and building from the ground up.
I would love to say "Expect to see me more!" or "Expect to see more things from me!" but I can not make these promises to you guys....

I hope you all are doing well, and I do hope to see you all more soon!

- Cell
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Im just going to jot down some ideas i have for my MLP generation / Next gen here.
You can comment on this journal giving me advice or even just to say "Hell yeah I would like to see that"
I will occasionally update this more as i hash things out and stuff. uwu
This is also an old revision of a list i had...so....some of this shit is outdated.

Mane 6

  • AppleJack - Grandma Died, Either took over the farm and spiraled down into depression and always being exhausted, or ended up staying at the cherry farm, running from the truth.
  • Rarity - Parents died, leaving her to take care of sweetie bell alone to where she can no longer devote herself to designing clothes. OR her business took off, and she was invited to move her shop to Canterlot to work with Hoity Toity and fancy pants.
  • Fluttershy - Ends up never reverting from her bully phase, and ends up becoming a giant jerk. OR She ends up moving into the forest, becoming a hippie.
  • Rainbow Dash - Ends up adopting Scootaloo and they both end up moving up to cloudsdale where Rainbow works at the weather factory in order to support her new "daughter" or She ends up staying at the wonderbolts school, eventually becoming a wonderbolt and the new instructor, due to spitfire injuring her wing doing a dangerous stunt.
  • Twilight Sparkle - Due to princess Celestia becoming very ill due to unknown causes, Twilight now has to be a princess full time, leaving her friends behind to tend to the royal duties and to keep things in line. 
  • Pinkie Pie - Ends up becoming depressed due to all of her friends leaving her, so in the end she goes back to her family and working on the rock farm.

CMC (( Teenage Years ))

  • Applebloom - Helps AppleJack/BigMac on the farm when it comes to construction, she rarely sees her friends anymore due to this and dealing with the grief of loosing her grandma
  • Babs Seed - Continues to get bullied, so in the end she becomes the bully. 
  • Sweetie Belle - Ends up being noticed for her beautiful voice and ends up signing up with some hotshot pony, who becomes her agent. She now sings in various clubs and bars.
  • Scootaloo - Her wing got broke due to an accident while riding her scooter, therefore she can never fly again, which sent her into a deep depression.

Background Ponies

  • Big Mac - Either Ends up taking care of the apple farm since granny smith passes away, or he ends up only tending to apple tree harvesting since Applejack runs the rest of the farm. He also has started drinking away his depression.
  • Cheerilee - She ends up being raised from teaching fillies to teaching College students, where she Ends up becoming annoyed with her students over the years, becoming an alcoholic to try and cope with her stupid students.
  • Photo Finish - Over the years, another photo star rises and photo finish is nothing but something of the past. Unable to find work, she ends up posing and shooting lewd photos, since no one else would be willing to hire her.
  • Derpy Hooves - The doctor wiped her memory of him completely, though it pained him. But it would of killed her if she continued to remember him. Afterwards, she stayed in ponyville with her children, continuing to be a mail mare, though she occassionally has dreams of a colt in a blue box.
  • Flash Sentry - Due to Shining Armor moving to the Cyrstal kingdom with his wife, Flash sentry quickly moved up in the ranks, becoming the new general of the Royal army. He is mainly seen standing guard around Twilight sparkle, seeing as she is his future wife.
  • Soarin - Ends up living with Rainbow dash and Spitfire, he has grown to crush on Rainbow dash, seeing as they work together a lot now a days.
  • Spitfire - Due to a dangerous stunt, her left wing was broken beyond repair, so she is unable to fly anymore, causing her to go into a deep depression where she tries to use alcohol to try and cope. She moved in with Rainbow Dash and Soarin to seek help getting around, and to try and sober up.
  • Princess Cadance - Ends up running the Crystal kingdom full time. She always tries to be happy around everypony else, since the crystal kingdom thrives on love, though she herself is misserable. 
  • Princess Celestia - Ends up becoming Terminally ill and can barely get around, no one knows the exact cause for this illness, but she has put Twilight sparkle in charge of things due to her being so weak.
  • Princess Luna - She ends up isolating herself in her room most of the time, unable to face the fact her sister is dying slowly. She is also angered at the fact that her sister chose Twilight to take over instead of her, becoming resentfull and angry at her sister and twilight. Thus, this caused her to revert back to nightmare moon, retreating to a far part of equestria to form her own Kingdom and city.
  • Fancy Pants - Ends up in a relationship with Rarity(?)
  • King Sombra - Returns due to not being 100% destroyed, residing in a far part of equestria to regain his strength, where a small group of ponies have caught wind of Sombra's return, coming to join his legion. Sombra is now king of a small city, but he hopes to one day take over the Crystal kingdom again.
  • Shining Armor - Ends up becoming the Captain of the Royal army in the Crystal kingdom, and forming a guard system there.
  • Trixie - Returns to Ponyville and runs a Magic Shop.
  • Sunset Shimmer - On the night when the mirror opens up, sunset shimmer returned to Equestria and travelled to Canterlot, to see twilight sparkle. She now works at the royal castle as a magic teacher, teaching other ponies on how to master their magic.
  • Diamond Tiara (( Teenage Years )) - Ends up becoming a supermodel who works for Photofinish before she ends up going downhill.
  • Featherweight (( Teenage Years )) - Works with Photofinish before things go downhill
  • Pipsqueak - Ends up going to Princess Luna's city/kingdom, becoming her assistant and her deciple. 
  • Pound Cake (( Filly )) - Goes to school with his sister, and works with his mom and dad in their bakery.
  • Pumpkin Cake (( Filly )) - Goes to school with his brother, working with her mom and dad in their bakery.
  • Silver Spoon (( Teenage Years )) - Runs away with Diamond Tiara to becoming a supermodel as well, though she isn't as favored as Diamond tiara, which causes her to becoming more spitefull twords her.
  • Snips (( Teenage years )) - Eventually becomes a well known hair dresser, and an attractive one at that. Ponies from all over equestria come to snips to have their hair done.
  • Twist (( Teenage Years )) - Runs a little candy shop in Ponyville.
  • Snails (( Teenage Years )) - Runs a pet shop in Ponyville, him and Snips are no longer friends due to snips becoming popular, he ends up dating Twist.
  • Dr.whooves - Travels with a new Companion, he had to wipe derpy's memories of him due to her absorbing some of the tardis. If he didn't the memories would of killed her, and he couldn't risk that. So no matter how much it pained him, he wiped her memories and left.
  • Master - Travels with a companion of his own, going on adventures, though instead of repairing things, he creates havoc. 
  • Octavia - Ends up becoming a well known performer, which causes her to be away from her home and bestfriend/mate Vinyl, though she enjoys to play music, she has slowly become depressed, hating her new lifestyle and being away from her loved ones and constantly travelling around.
  • Nurse Redheart - Ends up living with Screwy, in hopes to help her recover, she still works at the hospital though, and most of the time is worn down and exhausted by the end of the day.
  • Screwy - Lives with Nurse Redheart. She is still mentally unstable, but is doing better then she was.
  • Bonbon - Lives with her mate lyra, she runs a candy shop in ponyville.




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ALL OF THESE NEEEED TO GO ;u;

It's come time that i say goodbye to a majority of my characters.
They deserve better homes versus rotting away in my pictures!
So feel free to offer or whatever.

If you are the original creator of said pony and wish for me to not trade away one of your characters, please let me know and I will take it down.
Looking for $$$ > POINTS > OTHER CHARACTERS > ART
But yeah, go wild.

Also if you could let people know that im selling these, i would love you foreverrr :3



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Thanks to my best friend Toxijen i have obtained an adorable as fuck pony.
I want art of her, i dont care if you just draw it as a gift or i need to pay you.
I need it.

I also need to come up with a name for her, so if you can think of one let me know...

Here's the bab

gogogo.


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Old vs New!

8 min read


I stole / was tagged via TeaGem
so why the fuck not c:

---------



OLD

What name did you go by?
CC

Gender Identification?
Just female.

Sexuality?
Straight

What was your Fursona (give us a picture!)?

I didn't know what a fursona is...
though i have a picture of my old ponysona
QWACK copyright by Skrapsu

Hobbies?
Drawing, Roleplaying, video games, going outside.

Personality?
More outgoing, slightly shy. 
I used to be slightly popular in elementary school.
Then it fell off. lol

Favorite food?
Tomato Soup

Who was your best friend?
Autumn was my best friend, but then she backstabbed me on my 16th birthday.
She ended up leaving me when my mom was in the hospital, on my birthday.

What did you usually wear?
Elementary years i wore whatever mom put on me. Mainly blue jeans and light colored things.
Come middle school it was darker colors, t-shirts, hoodies, graphic tees.

Did you have any pets? If so, what were they?
I've had so many animals in my life. Multiple cats and dogs. Sadie and Precious were dogs.
Rosie, Sam, Ace were all cats. 
Roxie and rex were my cockatiels.

Did you have a DeviantArt?
Yes
I still use the same DA, though my name has changed a lot.
LipStainedPoison was my old one
Then Poisonlicious
Then skrapsu.

If so…

Did you draw?
Yes I did !
I drew a lot.

What did your art look like (another picture!)?: 
Halo Colored.jpg by Skrapsu Avatar by Skrapsu Princess Catastrophe copyright by Skrapsu
How i used to draw and my first piece of digital art.
Also my first ever pony OC.

How many watchers did you have?
Less than 20!
I've come a long way.


Any other interesting info on yourself back then?:
I was a very angsty teen, who got into a lot of trouble.

- - -

NOW

What name do you go by now?
Cell / Chase / Skraps / and some people call me mama poison

Gender Identification?
I'm genderfluid, so i dont care either or.

Sexuality?
Pansexual.

What’s your Fursona (give us a picture!)?
I dont really have one???
I have a ponysona though!
Edited design - USE THIS ONE by Skrapsu

Hobbies?
Roleplaying
Drawing
Playing Videogames

Personality?
Overtime i've grown stronger, learning from the mistakes i had made once upon a time. 
I've also become less accepting and kindhearted, learning to be cautious due to being hurt a lot of the time.
But i'm also nice to those who i trust and who have done nothing wrong to me. 

Favorite food?
Anything chicken!

Who’s your best friend?
Of course i have a bunch of friends here on DA c:
But my bestest friend ever has to be my partner(s) in crime. 

What do you usually wear?
Pajamas, im a shut in so i barely leave the house.
When i do i wear my high-shorts or shorts with a tanktop or just a normal shirt. c:

Do you have any pets? If so, what are they?
4 cats and 2 dogs!
Bear the chow and lab mix, Nala the basenji and shiba inu mix.
Reinhardt, D.va, Reaper, Mei the cats!

Any other interesting info on yourself now?
Used to have long hair, now im all over short hair.
I look so cute with it.
I'm a survivor of being mentally and physically abused in prior relationships, I have autism among various other diseases.

- - -

 

REFLECTION TIME

 

How much have you changed between these years?
I have changed a lot, and it's for the better to be honest.

Are you happy with the changes?
Of course~


Is there anything you wish you could go back to and change?
Choosing the people i dated. ;-;

Which part of your life did you like more; old or new?
I like my new self more!

Was this meme interesting (>:3c)?
Yeah this was fun!

TAG SOME PEOPLE!
I tag whoever wants to do this c:



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